I remember when I was younger, back in the days of dial up internet, I'd already developed a taste for porn and in particular bigger women. We only had one computer in the house and this was downstairs in a room that people would pass through regularly, so it cut down the amount of time I could spend looking at it to when my parents were out. I remember my habits back then and how it all started quite well.
There were two sites that people in my school would joke about with each other that people who have been on the internet for some time will probably remember, one was The Hun's Yellow Pages, a kind of TGP gallery that had text links to different preview galleries. This was where I first learned about all the different categories that porn could come in, curiosity got the better of me and led to me checking all of them, I was amazed that there were nude women as old as my mum, fat ones and thin ones of all different races, all there on the internet, way beyond anything I'd seen in magazines. So I guess that was the start of the journey that has led me to where I am now.
The other page I remember frequenting was a password site called UltraPasswords, I found it after a nerdy and computer wise friend told me it was a place to get passwords to get into paysites for free. Highly dubious, of course, an the passwords would rarely even work and it was usually for fairly boring sites. I used to check back there incase anything interesting came up, which sometimes it did. It's amazing to see that this site is still online and little changed, although it doesn't look like it's ever updated anymore.The picture below was the logo and I remember it well. Lesbians seemed pretty far out stuff at that time and I did like this pic, probably through having seen it so many times. I used to use it to fantasise about my older sisters friends as the girls in it are much older than I was at the time. There's nothing like a picture to bring back memories!
Another memory I have from that time that I'd originally intended to talk about her before I got sidetracked is being sent this picture in a "joke" email from a friend. This particular friend had a very large mother himself so it made it even more bizarre. Of course, I didn't laugh, I wipped my cock out and started jerking! The picture is as old as the internet, so it's funny to see it still easily findable on now, but it looks a whole lot less tame now than it seemed then. Unless that is an actual enema shooting out of her ass! I don't think I had ever even heard of an enema back then, but it was just as nice.
I used to save all of these pictures to the hard drive too, I used to save them in a hidden folder in different categories like I still do now, except then it was a case of clicking each picture individually and video clips over a minute long were out of the question on most sites due to the download speeds. It's amazing that nobody found them, but I did hide them well. The only time I did get caught was by my brother (who was quite the computer wizard himself) when I forgot to clear the temporary internet files. He went on to marry a big and beautiful woman himself, so he probably enjoyed seeing the pics I'd searched for even if it did result in a strong telling off!
If I'm remembering it in correct chronological order, it didn't take me long after that to find out about Teighlor. Damn, these pics were rare. I didn't even know her name at the time but I distinctly remember seeing this pic and being awstruck at some point in my life. I'll post more about Teighlor at a later date but just from looking at a woman that size made me realise that fat was definately a turn on for me. I used this pic to fantasise over a seriously supersized science teacher who I had a few years later, who I'll also talk about more in later posts.
This brings me to what I had in mind when I started this post. As a fat admirer, or whatever other nomenclature you want to use, I've had my fair share of teasing from colleagues and friends about my tastes, though this isn't something that has ever bothered me, I'm too thick skinned and confident to let those things upset me. Fat jokes this and fat jokes that. Malignment by the media and societal attitudes and whatever else. I don't want to get too into a moral or poltical debate here but it always amuses me to see this pic being posted as a "fat women meme". I'm sure, atleast within my friendship group, whenever this picture is posted it is intended as a bad joke, in however bad taste, without any real predujiced against fat women, and it seems to do the rounds online on general forums too. A facebook friend even recently had it as his profile picture. I must say, it is a very sexy pic, but why this pic? With all the big and beautiful women on the internet it's always this one! I can't even name the women in the pic and I though I knew almost every BBW model. Ha!
